California Waiting

Hey
California waiting
Every little thing's gotta be just right
Say
While you're tryin' to save me
Can I get back my lonely life

I'm goin' so fast and I can't slow down
It's hard to get up when you're spinnin' round (and round)
I'd give you the news but nothin's changed
I'd sing you a song but they blew it away
All wrapped up in this stupid ass game


"You'll grow as a better person. Time to move on dude. You are now a Soldier."

Changes

Challenge #4.

That one waiting for me. I'll get you.

It's a misunderstanding and not at the same time.

Road Trippin

I feel my road is to something great, and higher.
But when I imagine this road, is all alone. There is alot of people in the way, but the walking is mine alone, and in the end, is just me, and everyone keeping their distance, they are with a smile, minding their own busisness, and I see them all. A lot of people they cheer me, but none of them are actually by my side.

Is a cycle

I was wandering in my logs, found so many good memories. Found about my mistakes, and now I can see them better. See about myself. Soul fixing 31%

Thx.

I talked to her, it's been a long time. This time with no hard feelings. I've forgoten how the things were, when everything was fine.

Now, that is a good relief.
Soul fixing 30% and going.

This feeling, like loosing my breath. Like loosing my senses.
Loosing control, loosing it.

Still I haven't released it. In a long time.

CRAZY!

Hablando de locos y loqueros. Falta de seguridad, falta autoestima.
Celos y envidias. Entonces es donde recorde, que necesito un psicologo, aunque yo mismo se que hacer, la misma mente inisiste, tonces quiero que me den unas cachetadas cada vez que me awite por algo.

Igual, estas depresiones las agarraba de escusa para holgazanear. Tan ñoño como suene, como puedes amar a alguien si no te amas?

Veo, es una estupides eso cuando pienso que soy una persona enfadosa, desagradable, o no confiable.

Porque quiero bajar de peso?, quiero tener mas escusas para sentirme mejor conmigo mismo, quiero buenas calificaciones por eso mismo.